when it comes to people, friends, and fam I be over shit really but right now my issue is sparknoting an entire Victorian novel and praying to baby jesus that no quotes will be on the quiz for AP Lit.. my life is over tomorrow at 5AM I swear the thought of it makes me want to sleep forever and cry. Back to the ridiculous packets and notes and detailed bullshit drawings and models for Anatomy, I fucking hate that class, I slave in there more than any other class and its not even AP! Fucking ridiculous! my only 2 classes that aren’t AP and one has to be that one.. back to not doing shit in AP Psych but slaving 2 days to pull a study guide together and acing the tests.. I did so shitty on the final got like 20 out of 60 but what fucking evss I still got an A in the class.. and omg AP economics is fucking killer.. those dumbass packets that I never ever ever understood.. I don’t even know how I get by in that class, lectures everyday, literally for 50 fucking minutes we sit there and just listen. ugh 5th period is supposed to be like my break or study hall or what have you but its just not enough because once 6th period comes around I’m sitting in AP Lit surrounded by all these people who actually give a fuck about these fucking stories and shit they make us read.. school used to be my thing and now its just a drag, there is no fucking way in hell that I can afford college so why the fuck even bother with all this right.. like yeah yeah there’s like a scholarship out there or two but get fucking real, I would never land one.. I don’t play any sports and I don’t play an instrument.. you’d have to be a 4.8 genius to get a full ride and I’m just fucking over it.. its pretty sad how I was planning on cal states and those are out of the fucking question too.. an acceptance letter just means you’re in you obvi still need money out of pocket. all these dumbasses get to go to college and party and fail classes and im over here crying cause im probably gonna end up like all the girls i used to talk shit about.. the ones who got decent grades but ended up being a basic bitch and going into cosmetology.. now I fucking understand.
anyway.. my next text post will prolly be about graduation or some shit like that.. this last semester is gonna fly..oh boy I can hardly wait